Good and Evil Chapter 101: The Entangled Transformation of Love and Hate
The deeper the love, the more intense the hatred; love and hate often lie just a thought apart.
Setting aside the nature of the relationship and feelings between Tang Linyi and Tian Yang, no matter how strong or noble a bond may be, it cannot withstand repeated doubts. This was precisely the case for Tang Linyi and Tian Yang.
After resigning from their company, the two erupted once again into fierce arguments and physical altercations. Tang Linyi was utterly disappointed in Tian Yang, especially during this latest quarrel when Tian Yang repeatedly claimed that it was Tang Linyi who had plotted against Duan Yiling, unable to bear seeing Tian Yang and Duan Yiling together. This accusation deeply hurt and saddened Tang Linyi. Moreover, Tang Linyi’s decision to quit the company and leave S City implied he would be leaving Tian Yang as well—a prospect that drove Tian Yang, already consumed by madness and trapped in a dead end of his own thoughts, to vehemently refuse.
Such emotional entanglements are not hard to understand. Tian Yang was an introverted man, sensitive and deeply invested in relationships. To outsiders, he appeared shy and reserved, exuding an inexplicable sense of security. Yet such individuals are prone to extremes, especially when struck by immense blows—they easily swing from one extreme to another.
It was less that Tian Yang firmly believed Tang Linyi had harmed Duan Yiling, and more that he could not accept Duan Yiling’s sudden death. He blamed Tang Linyi for everything. In truth, compared to the simple romantic relationship Tian Yang shared with Duan Yiling, he loved Tang Linyi more profoundly and depended on him—not in daily life, but spiritually and emotionally.
After resigning, the two clashed again. This time, Tian Yang openly threatened Tang Linyi during their argument: if Tang Linyi dared to leave S City, he would do something extreme. Tian Yang never specified what, but Tang Linyi knew well enough. Having grown up together, he understood Tian Yang deeply. Thus, after resigning, Tang Linyi did not leave S City but rented an apartment in Unit 5, Room 302 of Mingwan Complex—a place he had actually rented long ago.
Tang Linyi’s decision to kill Tian Yang stemmed from one event, a seemingly small matter.
A few nights earlier, Tang Linyi was sound asleep in his room when he suddenly woke from a nightmare. His eyes opened, but instead of seeing the white ceiling, he met a pair of eyes and a face—standing at the bedside in the dead of night. The horror of waking to find someone staring at you in the dark nearly made Tang Linyi faint. Fortunately, his psychological resilience was strong enough to keep him from fainting.
If it were merely someone standing silently by the bed, it wouldn’t be so terrifying. But this person held a gleaming kitchen knife. When Tang Linyi finally recognized who it was, he breathed a tentative sigh of relief and slowly sat up, turning on the bedside lamp. Under the light, he saw Tian Yang standing expressionless, holding the shining knife. Tang Linyi’s relief was short-lived; he stiffened, gazing blankly at Tian Yang, who returned his stare without a flicker of emotion. After several minutes of silent confrontation, Tian Yang turned and left the room without a word.
After Tian Yang’s departure, Tang Linyi remained shaken and fearful. Since Duan Yiling’s death, Tian Yang had changed—becoming increasingly unstable, strange, and frightening. It did not surprise Tang Linyi that Tian Yang could enter his room; Tian Yang had always had the key. Over the past six months, Tian Yang had appeared unannounced in Tang Linyi’s room at night more than once. But this was the first time he had come bearing a knife, which not only terrified Tang Linyi but made him feel threatened—his life was at risk.
As the saying goes, small-minded men are not gentlemen; no true man is without venom.
Love can swiftly turn to hate in a single thought. When Tang Linyi felt this threat to his life, fearing that Tian Yang might one day kill him while he slept, the thought of dying so foolishly, so helplessly, so unfairly ignited a dark resolve. Tang Linyi decided to kill Tian Yang—to rid himself of this madman once and for all.
No one is born a criminal, but everyone harbors the impulse to kill.
Tang Linyi’s decision was impulsive at first. He hesitated deeply. After all, they had grown up together, sharing over twenty years of friendship that was no ordinary bond. Tang Linyi had to admit he truly loved Tian Yang, though whether Tian Yang loved him back was uncertain. Thoughts of their turbulent relationship, of all Tang Linyi had sacrificed, and of Tian Yang’s betrayal only fueled his anger and steeled his resolve.
Xu Lang, who had been listening closely to Tang Linyi’s story, understood these shifting emotions well. No one is born a murderer; every killer has a reason. Of course, no cause excuses the crime legally. In the tangled triangle of Tian Yang, Duan Yiling, and Tang Linyi, even though tragedy was unexpected, it was not entirely unforeseeable.
Having resolved to kill Tian Yang, Tang Linyi set his plan into motion. Over the past six months, he had known much of what Tian Yang had done. The password to Duan Yiling’s QQ account was known not only to Tian Yang and Duan Yiling’s mother but also to Tang Linyi.
On the afternoon of September 22, Tang Linyi first rented a camera and went to the building opposite Tian Yang’s. There, he secretly photographed Tian Yang sitting in his study, playing on his computer. After taking the photo, Tang Linyi returned home and logged into Duan Yiling’s QQ account, sending the picture to Tian Yang. He knew this would provoke Tian Yang’s suspicion and fear.
The reason Duan Yiling’s QQ account seemed to have “come back to life” was due entirely to Tian Yang’s own manipulation, a carefully constructed lie. Receiving such a photo from Duan Yiling’s account would surely puzzle Tian Yang, especially with the habitually cryptic message Tang Linyi appended:
“Frozen, so cold.”
Tang Linyi himself did not fully understand the meaning of this phrase, nor did Xu Lang and the others. If Tang Linyi’s story was true, only Tian Yang himself would know its true significance. Yet Tian Yang was already dead, lying in the morgue’s freezer.
After sending the photo, Tang Linyi sent one more message—the last words exchanged between Duan Yiling and Tian Yang on QQ:
“Born the same year, month, and day; died the same year, month, and day. Cold, so cold. Duan Yiling!”
The three shared the same birthday, and Duan Yiling’s death occurred on her birthday—a date etched deeply in Tang Linyi’s memory and unforgettable to Tian Yang as well. Shortly after sending the message, Tian Yang contacted Tang Linyi and asked him to come over—just as Tang Linyi had planned.
Upon arriving at Tian Yang’s home, Tang Linyi removed his shoes outside and slipped into Tian Yang’s slippers. Since they were so familiar with each other, Tian Yang did not suspect anything. Tang Linyi wore gloves on his hands.
Tian Yang briefly explained the situation to Tang Linyi, who expressed disbelief and confusion, which aroused no suspicion. While Tian Yang sent a message to Jin Enpei explaining the matter, Tang Linyi slipped into the kitchen, grabbed a large kitchen knife, and went into the study.
Just as Tian Yang finished sending the message, Tang Linyi seized the moment and plunged the knife deep into Tian Yang’s chest. He stepped back and calmly watched as Tian Yang writhed in pain and died.
At first, Tian Yang was shocked by the sudden attack, but upon recognizing his assailant, he looked down at the knife lodged in his chest, then at Tang Linyi standing by the door. Blood trickled from his mouth as he smiled faintly. He did not resist or speak; only reached weakly toward the photo frame on the desk—Duan Yiling’s picture. But as his strength ebbed with the loss of blood, the frame slipped and fell.
“Ah,” Tian Yang sighed, collapsing back into his chair, one hand clutching the knife in his chest, the other resting limply on the desk. And then, quietly, he died. He never uttered a word to Tang Linyi.
Perhaps with Duan Yiling’s death, Tian Yang’s heart had already died too. Perhaps his actions were driven by a desperate longing for security he could not find in himself, even as he tried to give it to others. Maybe in his final moments, he felt shock, hatred, and relief all at once. No one knows what crossed his mind at the end. Yet if Tang Linyi’s account is true, and Tian Yang was indeed murdered by him, then from the unsent message Tian Yang composed before dying, he must have guessed who was sending those photos—but why he did not send it remains unknown, though not hard to imagine.
At the moment Tang Linyi drove the knife into Tian Yang’s chest, his emotions were conflicted. He watched the blood seep from the wound and Tian Yang’s mouth, saw the pain etched on his face, the look he gave him before death, and the final sigh. Tang Linyi could not tell if he felt joy or sorrow.
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